2-25-2023-HALF ALIVE AND HALF DEAD
"REMARKS"
THIS IS A STORY I WILL SHARE WITH YOU CONCERNING LIFE AND DEATH SITUATION.
I REMEMBER AS A YOUNG CHILD MAYBE 8-10 YEARS OLD, I HAD THE FLU AND I WAS SO CLOSE TO DEATH THAT MY SOUL AND SPIRIT OF LIFE THAT YAHWEH GAVE ME TO LIVE ON EARTH WAS TRYING TO RETURN TO YAHWEH AND I WAS LOOKING DOWN FROM THE CEILING AT MY LITTLE BODY LAYING IN BED AND THERE WAS A VERY SERENE AND PEACEFUL FEELING DURING THIS PERIOD OF TIME. IT WAS A TIME YAHWEH EITHER SAW AND KNEW WHAT MY FUTURE WOULD BE AND HE GRACIOUSLY SPARED MY LIFE AND SENT MY SOUL AND SPIRIT BACK INTO MY LITTLE BODY TO DO WHAT IAM NOW DOING WHICH IS SINGING AND PREACHING THE WORD OF THE KINGDOM.
I MUST ADMIT LOOKING BACK ON MY LIFE AND THE EVIL I COMMITED DURING THE PRIME OF MY LIFE AND THE SELF SEEKING SPIRIT I HAD AND ONLY CARED WHAT I WANTED AND GOING THRU 2 MARRIAGES AND ONE CHILD I LOOK BACK AND AM SO ASHAMED OF THOSE THINGS I WAS INVOLVED IN.
THE GOOD NEWS, 22 YEARS AGO OUT OF THE BLUE, I WAS READING THE BIBLE AND FINALLY AFTER MUCH READING AND STUDY, I GOT ON MY KNEES AND ACCEPTED THE GIFT OF ETERNAL LIFE BY MY PROFESSION OF FAITH IN YAHSHUA AND THE CONFESSION OF MY SINS AND ASKING FORGIVENESS AND THE HOLY SPIRIT STARTED PURGING MY LIFE OF THE EVIL DESIRES AND STUFF SUCH AS PORNORRAPHY, AND PERSONAL PICS AND ETC AND EVEN YAHWEH AND THE SPIRIT MADE ME TAKE MY TV OUT OF MY HOUSE WHICH I DID AND AND WE, YAHWEH AND YAHSHUA AND THE HOLY SPIRIT, STUDIED FOR 3 AND 1/2 YEARS DAY AND NIGHT, AT WORK AND WHENEVER I HAD THE OPEN TIME.
THIS WAS THE EVIDENCE I WAS BORN AGAIN AND HAD TRULY YIELDED MY LIFE FOR HIS.